One little pill.. two little pills.. ummmm...

One of these little things will really not do too much harm.. but start adding one to one to one.. the affect is incredible!! They can be for good... they can be bad!! Which colour would you like?? Ohhhhh.. add a bit of alcohol to this and wow!! You lose what you were doing... you forget and it is really fasinating trip!! Oh yeah, the chance of death... guess that is a chance you take!!

Loving blade where art thou......

A blade.. a simple blade would work fine!
Slowly over my wrist.. now not too far..
Trickles of fresh, bright red blood flows down my wrist
Sighing with relief.. how I feel the bricks falling off
One more draw of the blade.. release it from me!

Instead I sit here hunting high and low for my lovely blade
Where has it gone as I have not needed it for sometime!
Walking around dragging scissors or paperclips across my wrist
Just leaving pathetic red marks and really just pissing me off more!!!
Where the fuck are you my loving blade...

This is a band I came across.. it is the cover of their album..

have a look at it.. check it out

http://www.rubybullet.com

Soccer season is almost over!!

Damn, those drugs are not working again!!!!

End of the season has come after Wednesday's game.. the game starts looking like this after 19 games, 3 tournaments and then the cup league!! But it is all worth it. I love watching all the girls grow and show how they have improved through the year! And I sit on the edge of my seat and watch my girl keep them out of the net!! They will be moving up a division next year and working hard this winter will show how dedicated to this team they are!! Way to be United Storm.. love from all the moms and dads that have supported you through good and bad.. this is just a really good year and dedication will give many more.. OYSL.. here we come in a few years!!!!

I don't share very well.. get your own!! 

It is a dog's Life!! 

No tear shall fall .....

The beginning...

Here we are at the beginning of this blog of mine..

I have thoughts and lots of them that race my mind.. now I have somewhere to share them and post it out there for me to see...