What to do with this guy!!????

Really what am I suppose to do about this guy???? He is with a girl which hmm.. I do care but I don't! I want him to be happy and I want him to have a great life at the same time I have to give up talking to him to do so and I am not happy with that! We have known each other a short time... almost a year but you know when you have such a click with someone that saying goodbye actually hurts! And this one really hurt! He is a flirt, he is a knob but those little quirts are the things that I like about him.

What the hell does she have that is so special??? Okay, I am feeling like a big blob.. blowing up like a balloon!~! Wonder if the doc will actually deal with it.. off track! She is suppose to be cute little thing, sounds free spirited and in my impression looking to have the guy on the side and a life of freedom too! I could be wrong but that is the story that has been passed me! Young and no commitements? Young and feels who she is with is all that!! I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!

I don't want to say goodbye. I want my friend back!! I miss you....